für was also noch weiter machen...? Vielleicht für meine ganzen anderen Freunde.....aber.....jetzt.....am Ende.....ist es nicht mehr wichtig für mich.....Meine zwei besten Freunde Hermine Granger und Ronald Weasley sind im Kampf mit Voldemort gestorben....genauso wie viele andere meiner Freunde.....ich habe Draco Malfoy meine Liebe gestanden und er hat mich zurückgewiesen, ignorriert.....jetzt ist für mich das ende.....und das alles ist mir nicht mehr wichtig.....ein kleiner Schritt nur.....und ich Falle.....



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Ausschnitt aus dem Tagespropheten:

Am 31. 6. 1997, genau einen Monat vor seinem achtzehnten Geburtstag, hat Harry Potter, der Held im Kampf gegen Voldemort, Selbstmord begangen. Genaueres über die Beweggründe des Jungen ist noch nicht bekannt, nur ein Lied, dass er offenbar kurz vor seinem Tod schrieb, lässt halbwegs einen schluss auf seine Lage zu. Hier ein Auszug aus seinem Tagebuch:







·.¸¸.¤*¨¨*¤.¸• In The End •¸.¤*¨¨*¤.¸¸.·





It starts with one thing

I don`t know why

It doesn`t even matter how hard you try

Keep that in mind

I designed this rhyme

To explain in due time



All I know



Time is a valuable thing

Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings

Watch it count down to the end of the day

The clock ticks life away



It`s so unreal



Didn`t look out below

Watch the time go right out the window

Trying to hold on

Didn`t even know

I wasted it all just to



Watch you go



I kept everything inside and even thought I tried

It all fell apart

What it meant to me

Will eventually, be a memory

Of a time when



I tried so hard

And got so far

But in the end

It doesn`t even matter

I had to fall

To lose it all

But in the end

It doesn`t even matter



One thing

I don`t know why

It doesn`t even matter how hard you try

Keep that in mind

I designed this rhyme

to remind myself how



I tried so hard



In spite of the way you were mocking me

Acting like I was part of your property

Remembering all the times you fought with me

I`m surprised



It got so far



Things aren`t the way the were before

You wouldn`t even recognize me anymore

Not that you knew me back then

But it all comes back to me



In the end



You kept everything inside

and even thought I tried

It all fell apart

What it meant to me

Will eventually, be a memory

Of a time when



I tried so hard

And got so far

But in the end

It doesn`t even matter

I had to fall

To lose it all

But in the end

It doesn`t even matter



I`ve put my trust in you

Pushed as far as I can go

For all this

There`s only one thing you should know



I`ve put my trust in you

Pushed as far as I can go

For all this

There`s only one thing you should know



I tried so hard

And got so far

But in the end

It doesn`t even matter

I had to fall

To lose it all

But in the end

It doesn`t even matter....